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Posted by: crispyduck96 on 2009-04-08, 10:59:32
You must have a death wish, i need talk though, i was exactly the same, id make myself vomit up to 10 times a day then go out on the night and get drunk on spirits, on top of that id smoke 20 cigarettes but my god im suffering now even though i haven't made myself sick, drank alcohol or smoked for 3 years, im going through so much pain now and my doctor wont help because of what ive done in the past, im convinced im dying because im in agony also weight is dropping off me cos it kills me when i eat, i don't care about weight issues now all i want is to have a normal and long life to enjoy my lovely family and grandchildren, but i honestly think ive blew it, i done all that for over 20 years, you have been doing it a lot less so maybe you can heal if you stop doing it NOW, not tomorrow or the next day but NOW. please try cos life is precious you will never get another one if you ruin this one. xx |